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You’re one of those girls
He said candidly
You don’t deserve his love
He’s dying inside, slowly.
I hate you because I love him
Were his exact words
I’ve never seen a man this miserable
You’ve ruined his life
You’ve made him unstable.
Every weekend I’m at his place
So he doesn’t feel alone
And every night he cries himself to sleep
His hand clutching his phone.
He’s shattered and heart-broken
He pines for you
Every moment he prays you’d come back to him
Every second lost in your thoughts,
His face sullen and grim.
I despise the person he has become
And you’re the one to blame
How could you be so heartless?
Today you’ve to confess
Why’d you land him in this abysmal mess?
His heart and soul growing weaker with stress.
He refuses to eat
On his walls he scrawls
He’s killing himself with futile guilt
Patiently waiting for your calls.
As much as it would hurt him
I suggest you stay away
You haven’t made his life any easier
Karma will get you someday
For your unforgivable sins, you’d pay.
As his words
Now echo in my head
My heart filled with dread
How would he react if he would spend
A day being my friend
Would he understand
How I had felt?
Listening to my side of the story,
Would his heart melt?
As I begin to question the sole purpose of my existence
How had I been unable to return
The abundant love I’d received
A little voice at the back answered
“Because you were selfish throughout
And in the end he felt deceived.”
Bottled Up Sentiments. . 
great title.. and boy, can you write!
Thanks ! I love writing. It’s the only thing that makes me feel alive. :)
Like I said, it’s for you.
I’m still sorry.
It is too bad we women get blamed when things are not working out for us with a man and we break up with them. And I can relate to being the one feeling selfish and all guilty. Who wouldn’t with so much blame thrown our way. You explained things well here. Good writing. Sincerely, Connie Webb
So true ! But in this case I accept, I was wrong.
I’m really lucky to have this guy by my side after the things I put him through.
Thank you anyway ! :)
I don’t wanna cry.. but you leave me helpless.. “wow” is the word!!
but i cry because i don’t find anyone near by.
That’s quite a compliment.
I’ll go check out your poems now. :)
no use .. i’ve not posted any new ones.. i don’t want to.. u can check the ones already posted
I did. Everything alright na ?
’tis a terrible feeling.
so well said and heart wrenching!
Andrea
Thank you ! :)
lovely poem Sanah. i especially like the images you attach with each post.
Thank you so much Arjun. :)