Scrutiny in your eyes
Tracking my every move
You’re a stranger in disguise
Speaking in tones of gentle reproof.
My life doesn’t feel like my own
With you breathing down my neck
Every passing second
You’re aware of all my flaws
Your pure obsession
At my conscience
I do not need your guidance
To understand life’s essence.
You’re draining me emotionally
Trying to light the bridges you burnt
Forcing me to emerge as the stronger one
You’ve left me in a daze and undone.
You’re hurting inside
Choking me with your words
Pushing me downwards
Asking for forgiveness
Apologizing too much
Throwing your life away
You see the year old memories replay
In your dreams, every day.
You’re running away
You’re drifting somewhere.
You’re down in the dumps
The burning passion in you long gone
You’re living in the past
Tired of being trampled on and a social outcast.
I wish you would move on
And let go of the pain
you’ve held inside for so long
So I can finally stop feeling this way
And even though we would remain friends
It’ll never be the same again. .
This is for YOU. Thank you for your unconditional love. But sadly, too much of anything is bad. I’d never ever forget you. :)