Tags
amiss, baggage, blurred reality, calm facade, damage, dream, erratic meltdowns, message, outer shell, pictures, poem, quotes, read between words, unuttered woes
rollover reaction
n. when your dream about someone you know skews how you feel about them all the next day, an emotion you are unable—and unwilling—to shake.
Often I find answers
In the realm of my dreams
These subconscious thoughts
Uncloud my blurred reality
You only fathom a part of me
The one I choose to show
But we’ve been conversing long enough
For our relation to grow
For you to know
Who I truly am
And yet
You’re unable to comprehend
My unuttered woes
The damages I subtly disclose
The baggage weighing me down
The reasons behind my erratic meltdowns
I’ve been willing my heart to believe
That someday
You’ll read between my words
See right through
My calm facade, my outer shell
But this dream shattered my illusion
Conveyed a message too strong to dismiss
That you’re not the one
That something is amiss
For once, I’ll let my mind overpower my heart
